I've been internalising a very complicated situation in my head

I saw this picture on Facebook one day and had to share it somehow. Now this week I have suffered from my horrible headaches again. They had been away for quite a while and how wonderful was that ! But then they came back and I realised they are mostly on the left side of my head, right behind my eye, like I would love to just take my eye out and scratch the pain away. Then I had to think of this picture again. The right side of the brain is the creative side, the "happy" side, right ? So then, when my left side aches so, it must be because my left brain fights the exact-nes, because it wants to join my right brain but it can't ? So basically there is a little war going on in my head ?.........I don't know....well anyway that is my take on it.

Contemplating..........................Nature vs Nurture...

Here's the latest journal entry in my Mermaid Journal/Sketchbook

I've been working on this one off and on for a little bit now

and I think I finished her
She is thinking about beliefs about drawing and art
and about Nature vs Nurture
... or...
does someone have a gift for creativity
or can it be nurtured /taught ?
I have written in her hair:
"Think.feel.see.create.express~joy.regrets.secrets~
every spot part of my shadow~
every line it's own meaning~
drawing.sketching.painting
HOW could an Artist live without ?""My first Art teacher in Highschool wrote in my poetry booklet:
If one wants to draw, one does not need to have talent
but curiosity and warm attention for everything around"So I used a small copy of this on my right page, to remember this.